I know no one bothers reading my blog but I can't help constantly posting new entries. Maybe I am sub consciously trying to pretend everyone reads it and cares about what happens in my life (yeah that's if you even have one cheryl). So I realized how everyone gets so self conscious sometimes especially when they're alone. And so this happens when you're gonna meet a casual friend and you're walking from a distance. You refrain from roving your eyes around too much cause people might think you were being stood up and actually have no friends. And then, you spot the friend. Oh crap but he or she doesn't see you yet. And then you're left in a very awkward situation. 'Should I shout over? Or should I stare and not lose her? Oh now she's seen me too, should I wave? No that'd make me seem so eager when I'm not. I am but I don't want to pass off as a creep. Should I run? If I don't it might seem I'm making her wait by taking my own sweet time and that's not very nice either....' Yeah that's usually how it goes in my head. I don't know, I think matters of consciousness are really hard to break. But in my case, I usually put myself out there I mean I abhor awkwardness (I like making people awkward but that's only when I know how to solve it...yeah I'm selfish like that) so anything that is the opposite would be what I'd be doing. Not that anything else I do is not already silly. Yeah.
Hope you have a good week.
4 comments:
dont be sad! i read your blog secretly. now its an open secret, only you, me and the internet knows.
oooooh now I know too
ohh..ohhhh sneaky!I didn't even know I had this comment section. Wow..Please come again!
I read your blog. Well, now and then. And always get sucker punched by your videos!
Hey wait does that mean you don't know people posted comments on your blog before? I put one in a looooong time back. Hehe.
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