It's October now, so i guess it's just and fair enough to comment on this year,right?
It hasn't been good. I don't want to spoil it for those who have had the time of their lives, really. You deserve it. Meanwhile there are many others, who haven't quite had such a blast. In fact it's been one of the toughest years I've had. I'm sure it isn't going to be the worst but it's bad enough. Almost everyone i know has had a bad year, with bad varying from the best of bad to the worst of bad. It's tough, and through the adverseries we grow unconditionally. When it's over we realise what we've become- An Adult.

I don't know what to say of it..Adverseries rarely gift-wrap maturity for us, but it comes with it nonetheless and with it we grow. We aren't given a choice whether or not we want to go through hardships, it is thrust upon our breasts and are forced onto the paths of our lives. We trip over it, stumble and fall and scrape our knees real bad but the strong will pick themselves up, brush the gravel from their asses and look down triumphantly at that shitass of an adversery- We've Won.

And then it whams into your head with a force so strong it makes you stumble back with shock. You are maturing, fast and furious. It is like feeling yourself grow taller with the stretch of the bones and the pull of the ligaments, you grow taller. The same analogy for maturing this year at 17. You grow up to the next stage of maturity and knowledge. Responsibility, Wit, Pride and Shame came knocking on the doors of your mind and heart and breezes in like the wind. Soon it occupies you, and you become it. We are growing up so fast, our ignorance disappears to thrive on someone more worth it. We question, ask, answer, realize.
The 4 steps to adulthood.
Does everyone feel this? Or just you and me?


I'm left with 2 and a half years of teenhood. And Im already on my way to the end.
I like to live life with a self-made quote every month, "Give in to temptation, not pressure."
Hell yeahh.