I was enlightened this morning.Or afternoon,really.I had an urge to write.I still have it for that matter.So here i am.
Actually i already wrote a whole newspaper somehwere else,but I've got to keep this place neat and tidy still isn't it.So here I am.
I needed somewhere and someplace to write.And i guess this is where blogs aren't a curse.So here i am.
And here i go.
IawoketodreamsIhaven'tencounteredinalongtime.IreallyneededthisIthink.
It'sbeenalongtimesinceIstoppedlivingindenial.Memoriesarejustayearlyphase, they...aresotredinyearlycabinets.Ormorelikeacabinetwithyearlyfiles.AndIrealisedtoo,thecrueltyoflife.
Andhowmaterialisticweallare.Hey,maybeit'sjusttheshowiwatchedyesterday,NannyDiaries.Itsuckedintermsofthestoryline,
buththenthedetailswerefine.Notjustfineactually,itwastremendouslysad.Andtrue.Anddevastating.
Iunderstandwhypeoplecommit.Buttheyforgetaboutwherethey'llgoto.Anotherplacelikethis,butworse.It'scalledHell.CommittingleadsyoutoHell.
Andit'snotworthit.Mymemoryfilefor2006isextrememlythick,Ineedanotherfile,intermsofthisyear.
Orthenext.
Well,myenlightenmentissomuchmorethanthis,asisaid,I'dwrittenawholenewspaperinsomeplaceelse.
Begood,andperhaps,justmaybe,Illtellyou.IfmyblogandIfeelit'sright.Ormaybealittlewhilelater.

Ohanyway,I think God is Fate.You cannot control fate,neither can you to God.And they both lead you on paths that have been pre-planned.Good or bad,hey're for your good. Sorry if the last paragraph was a tad bit tough on your eyes,and mind.But well,it's up to you.
Have a great lunch y'all.I'm going for mine.