you have no idea either.What blame?maybe you should get your facts right too.

pain?disappoinment?emptiness?hurt?sufferings?im used to it.ive been through all the worse feelings possible the past 18 hours..and still counting.
im still wondering what actually happened cause i still dont have full facts and im guessing i never will..
If trying to get over all the above feelings mentioned means sitting back and watching,i dont wanna know what real suffer is like.
yeah,have fun.